Mister

I'm not going to go on saying how much I don't understand why you still feel this way. I'm not going to blame him, not anymore because now I see. Because I know how you feel now, the tables have turned and I in some aspects feel the same as you do. I just hope you don't let this feeling take over your life, your relationship. Because it's not fair on you, weighing yourself down like this.

?

I'm a selfish person. I do nothing, but I expect everything from you. I want you to stay by my side but in reality I treat you terribly whenever you are. I blame you for not being there, yet, I never acknowledge you when you are there. And then I go about thinking it's all your fault when really, I'm the only one to blame for being the selfish, horrible person that I am.
I miss you. It's been so long since I've heard your voice. Feels like forever since I've held you tight. I just want to be right where you are at this very moment. I want to run away from it all. I want to be back in your arms where I belong. I'm falling apart without you.