Mister

I'm not going to go on saying how much I don't understand why you still feel this way. I'm not going to blame him, not anymore because now I see. Because I know how you feel now, the tables have turned and I in some aspects feel the same as you do. I just hope you don't let this feeling take over your life, your relationship. Because it's not fair on you, weighing yourself down like this.

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I'm a selfish person. I do nothing, but I expect everything from you. I want you to stay by my side but in reality I treat you terribly whenever you are. I blame you for not being there, yet, I never acknowledge you when you are there. And then I go about thinking it's all your fault when really, I'm the only one to blame for being the selfish, horrible person that I am.
I miss you. It's been so long since I've heard your voice. Feels like forever since I've held you tight. I just want to be right where you are at this very moment. I want to run away from it all. I want to be back in your arms where I belong. I'm falling apart without you.

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I Loveitwhen

#iloveitwhen i can chill out, and write songs in the midle of my math class ;)

#iloveitwhen she has it rolled and ready- holllaaaaa

#iloveitwhen it rains in the summer time while the sun is still out...sexy love scene

#iloveitwhen I dont go on facebook I feel like i get things accomplished

#iloveitwhen I wake up and I feel like I can do anything in the world that day.

#iloveitwhen everyone acts childish like old times

#iloveitwhen I DONT HAVE 2 ASK ..SHE ALREADY KNO WAT IT IZ...

#iloveitwhen he plays in my hair! :)

#iloveitwhen my iPods on shuffle and every song is on point!!

#iloveitwhen he holds me in his arms and i lay up against his chest. I feel like I've found love

#iloveitwhen I get off work. It seems like all that "tired" just goes away

#iloveitwhen gurls beeh original NO MAKEUP NO WEAVE`S "stop cheat`n" lmao.

#iloveitwhen he says my name

#iloveitwhen nobody says i can do it. lol.

#iloveitwhen i hit the gym & my shot is $$$ & bustin somebody ass and #iloveitwhen i remember all the recreation sports and games i played!

#iloveitwhen I get all philosophical while staring across the sea. :P

#Iloveitwhen Im talking and having fun wuth my sister

#iloveitwhen people can just come together chill and just have a really good time. without judgeing each other for some dumb reason!

#iloveitwhen my phone gets run over and broken, i have to use a shitty temporary phone with no twitter app, and then lose a follower a day.

#iloveitwhen people don't use offensive slang and show respect for people that are different from them...

#iloveitwhen I'm online in the night. XD

#iloveitwhen am out with my girls lookin all fly!

#iloveitwhen you take a shower and get that relaxed feel afterwards

#iloveitwhen you do that thing...Yea that

#iloveitwhen: I am catered too!!!

I love it when I read the above statements and feel just a little bit old. But I love this little exercise anyway.

Chapter 1 I'm in love emo.

And there goes the tears, damn it, because when i smile, you know its fake. It hurts to smile now because I feel so fake and gross. What Going on with me!? Please save me from this love chapter!!!

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• Improve health : lose weight, exercise more, eat better, sexier, prettier
• Improve finances : get out of debt, save money
• Improve career : ♥ successful in Elken ♥
• Improve education : improve grades, get a better education, learn something new (such as a foreign language / music / beauty / health)
• Improve self : become more organized, reduce stress, be less grumpy, manage time, be more independent
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I Think I'm Lost

I am very confused right now as I don't know what I should do with my current relationship. I really believe destiny and fate. I am very confused and hate the feeling not being able in control of my own emotions. He never say he love me, but keep telling me how much he care about me, and even hate himself putting me in this situation. I am afraid to face up with all the hurdles that lay in front of me if I really want this relationship work. Also I never think he would leave his partner and whether I do want him to do so, I really really do not know as I can not promise him anything right now. And he is kind of sense it himself. He is on holiday with his partner for a couple of days, I did say that it's good he is away with her and this period of time we can re-assess our feeling for each other and whether we should continue seeing each other. But he replied to me that he has not changed his mind and really and truly want to see me very soon, so just the day before he went, he even came to my place to meet me for a couple of hours to reassure me that I am the most important person in his life right now and even he's away, he'll be thinking of me lots. But why???? I really don't get it!!! Totally lost myself now!!!

Prayer

♥ A New Year’s Prayer ♥

Dear Lord, please give me…
A few friends who understand me and remain my friends;
A work to do which has real value,
without which the world would be the poorer;
A mind unafraid to travel, even though the trail be not blazed;
An understanding heart;
A sense of humor;
Time for quiet, silent meditation;
A feeling of the presence of God;
The patience to wait for the coming of these things,
With the wisdom to recognize them when they come.

♥ Amen ♥