I am very confused right now as I don't know what I should do with my current relationship. I really believe destiny and fate. I am very confused and hate the feeling not being able in control of my own emotions. He never say he love me, but keep telling me how much he care about me, and even hate himself putting me in this situation. I am afraid to face up with all the hurdles that lay in front of me if I really want this relationship work. Also I never think he would leave his partner and whether I do want him to do so, I really really do not know as I can not promise him anything right now. And he is kind of sense it himself. He is on holiday with his partner for a couple of days, I did say that it's good he is away with her and this period of time we can re-assess our feeling for each other and whether we should continue seeing each other. But he replied to me that he has not changed his mind and really and truly want to see me very soon, so just the day before he went, he even came to my place to meet me for a couple of hours to reassure me that I am the most important person in his life right now and even he's away, he'll be thinking of me lots. But why???? I really don't get it!!! Totally lost myself now!!!
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